It's kind of fun to do the impossible

In my Sociology of Death, Dying and Loss course (great class for the end of my educational career - for now - right? So peppy), my professor began to rant on how everything in life is a choice. You are free to do anything in life except for two things: be born and die. People always use the phrase "have to"... "I have to do my homework," "I have to get a job," "I have to take a shower," etc.

Quite frankly, no one has to do anything. Life is entirely your choice. For lack of better quotation, a popular Hannah Montana song said, "Life's what you make it." So true, Miley.

I think society pigeon holes us all the time. I don't even want to say that I'm encouraged to go to school and get a job as much as I'm told that you have no other option when you grow up. A lot of people in my life look for signs, believing that everything happens for a reason. I generally don't look for things like that, but I've noticed a recent trend in my life.

When I was watching (or rather, fast forwarding through) the Oscars, I paused when I watched Michael Giacchino give his acceptance speech for best original score for Disney-Pixar's "Up." Now, I loved "Up" and think Giacchino is a musical genius (Um, hello, "The Incredibles"? Also amazing), so I thought I would see who he would thank. I won't post the whole thing, but I definitely found his speech to be incredibly inspiring. He was so genuine when he explained that everyone in his life had been so supportive of the films he would make; everyone told him that whatever he was doing was not a waste of time. There are kids today who are told quite the opposite and are forced to spend their time doing things that they don't want to because it's what you have to do. I felt, at that exact moment, that he was speaking to me.

I have always had a very supportive family, telling me that I could do whatever I want... As long as I completed my education. That makes sense, especially in today's society when even a bachelor's degree is not what it used to be. As I near my graduation date - 9 weeks and two days, not that I'm counting - I can't help but wonder what I'm going to do now. I have spent parts of my life being passionate about different things: soccer, dance, color guard... What now? Now that I have the world at my finger tips, what am I going to do? I never spent my childhood genuinely wanting to be anything beside a blonde, UCLA cheerleader (which didn't happen, since I'm not blonde nor was I accepted into UCLA) or a dolphin trainer (which would require much better swimming skills on my part). Even those dreams were things I had seen in magazines, not something I truly experienced and wanted to accomplish. I always knew, even as a child, that none of those things would be a worthwhile profession, for lack of better terms. I could never support myself as a dancer or pageantry girl. I knew there was something bigger than that... But what is it?

At work, I engaged a woman in conversation whose daughter is an Imagineer. I was incredibly inspired by the story I was told... A girl who graduated from a small private school in Orange County was a dreamer and she worked to make her dreams come true. That is my dream: to help make others' dreams come true.

As I begin to search for the right job for me, I worry about my competitors. What if someone has a better resume than I do? What if they have more internships or more writing experience or more volunteer experience? What if they have better leadership skills or a more relevant resume? Ultimately, what sets me apart is my passion for the positions I'm applying for. While many people want a job to pay the bills, I've learned that all I want is a job that doesn't feel like I'm going to work every day. I want a job where I can share my passion with the world and encourage others to experience the magic that I've had the opportunity to experience...

Beside my door is a small poster of barren land with a ghost-like picture of Walt Disney and the Walt Disney World castle. Below it is the quote "It's kind of fun to do the impossible." Walt was able to take his passion and turn it into the Happiest Place on Earth. Who says that I can't do that?

I suppose now is the time to get up and make it happen.

"The way to get started is to quit talking and start doing." - Walt Disney